My Life

Why don't people understand. Why can't people just take a minute out of there self-centered narsistic worshiping life to spend on understanding what I'm going through. I know it's not as bad as some people but (a. I don't want to be compared) and b. I still have problems and issues that are bad. I don't really tell much about them, because I don't want to get hurt. Infact, I NEVER want to get hurt. Just let me be who I want to be.

I have watched 3 episodes of this amazing show, and I'm addicted! It's so good and dramatic, but (my opinion) Blair is being a bit of a bitch.  xoxo gossip girl Hahahaha 

I hate everything, and everyone. And everything, and everyone hate me. I do not believe there is a cure to this hatred. Just like there isn't a cure to my life. And the cry of pain and rejection that it cries. Everything just seems to be breaking, falling into a never ending hole of rejection. I'm tired. I'm tired of being so helpless in not being able to help myself. Help myself with everything. Plus, the cat scratched me - well that's what I'm telling people.