My Life

This must be like the third time I've missed like a week out, I've literally been so tired depressed and forgetful that I've totally forgotten I had a blog to moan about things. Sometimes I wonder what people think when they read my posts, to me I just seem normal, to others I might seem strange or boring though. Sorry I keep rambling on about things my brain just isn't working properly (probably because of this short break we have off school) so my wording is weird what I say is weird and the whole conversation is weird well it sounds that way. I honestly don't know what I'm saying so I'm just gonna shut up.

I don't know why but I'd suddenly taken an interest in steampunk culture although it's only fiction, I strangely find myself realistically thinking that may happen in the near by future at some point. Anyway I love their fashion! It's kind of gothic/punk/burlesque/clockwork it's brill!

Everything seemed a little easier now, I found out Courtney hadn't done what I thought she did I found out that a girl who I used to not like turns out to be a true friend and that their were people in my life that cared about me. 

I see it all, you've been pretending to be my friend this whole time. You've been treating me like a third wheel. You just told one of my biggest secrets, and you treat it lightly. I was so naive just to think that for a second you could actually be nice, that you could actually be trusted. I just want to say, I hope you die. To the person who this is written for.

Today, I organised to meet with my friend, she is probably my bestest friend and she cares about me. We went shopping and sorted out a lot of things that I've needed to do for a LONG time. And then we sat on a nice patch of grass and discussed the things that have been bugging me for ages. It felt good to be in public and to be myself. And then after... After, I got a text of my friend and she asked asked me a question, if I wanted to go out with her (that means date) anyway I didn't really didn't know what to say. So I asked her a personal question, if she knew my secret? Since she is the only one out of my friends that knows anyway she said Yes and she said the secret, anyway I asked her if she knew what that meant and then she said a completely different explanation of what she thought it meant, and it was different. So I said I'll tell you something on Monday that may change your mind. Anyway then she blamed it on her friend saying that she put that, when her friend...

I'm so Fancy I'm addicted to this so-ong Ive know it for like Two oo-oo weeks!  But Suddenly Everyone in my school knows They sing this song And it gets annoy-oy-oy-ying. Okay so everyone at school was singing it and I was pissed off the song felt special to me and people were just singing the song as a joke. Anyway it's not a big issue the loom bands are getting in the way of their popularity. I love both loom bands and Fancy! I really want the ringtone to Fancy but it's expensive for what it is! (£1) And with loom bands I really want the Loom band rainbow set! (£11)

A Today was the day, I call it the makeup day because I'm making up with all the mistakes I've made just to make them a little less harder. I had to go to the head of maths and talk to the lady, she actually seemed very nice despite the rumours obviously she wasn't so nice about what I wrote in the test so I had to answer a few questions on why I wrote it anyway so I had to do another (3rd time) test in the same room as I wrote all that bad stuff only I was accompanied by a whole lesson going on in the same room - not for me or my year. And I spent my first lesson and break doing that. The test was fairly normal, taking account I'm doing a gcse test 3 years before the year where I'm supposed to, unfortunately my revision notes didn't help merely because  they were for exams 10 years back. Anyway I did okay, and the head of maths said that I will finish off my test fourth lesson so on fourth lesson I finished off my test, with normal lessons inbetween, in geo...

My bladder needs were insane, I wasn't sure if it was because I was ill or because I drank too much water. It was crazy, I needed to go, 5 mins later need to go again, 5 mins later have to go AGAIN and so on. Anyway aside from my Toiletry needs, not a lot was happening ~ which was absolutely fantastic! No drama! Although my current face situation was not very positive...

Wow, I will be seriously surprised if you have read 70 of my posts. If you have, I feel like you know me, even if you were a random stranger, you could literally come up to me and talk to me about anything and really understand me. Anyway, so what has happened in the last 70 posts? Hmm, well I have had Pregnancy symptoms, broken hearts, stupid drama, annoying friends, celebrity crushes and much more. Although it hasn't been eventful, I just know that these are steps leading up to something big. Something that is going to change my life forever ~ Now just a few notes: Current Favourite Song(s): Empire - Shakira, Your Body - Christina Aguilera Current Favourite Celebrity: Shailene Woodley Current Crush: Theo James Current Colour: Green Favourite Post(s): Breath & most of the first posts are quite intense.

I was so pissed off at my so called best friend, first she doesn't answer my texts (using a stupid excuse) and then I hear she says something in PE. What a bitch. And apparently, according to a big fat gossiping pig-faced slut-faced god's mistake cow-arsed gossiping ho, she said my legs look like sticks. Now I'm not sure to take that as an insult or a compliment but I'm going to take that part as a compliment. Now the fact that she's been commenting on my looks, is a serious insult. And on top of that she starts commenting on my spots? Seriously even Luke didn't go there, bitch I'm going to these things called HORMONES, CAN YOU NOT UNDERSTAND? I think that life is a fucking hell hole because of these things, and I don't need your input on top of it!!!