My Life

Was it possible to remember things from your past life? Or did my mind just play tricks on me. It didn't really feel like that. For some strange reason I could remember my past life, well memories from my past life, and they weren't at all similar to this life or nice to be truthful. First of all I don't know if it's possible but I felt like I was more in the future, I know it's stupid. It was probably just my mind playing tricks on me. 

Hannah (her name) wasn't like the past 'friends' she knew what it was like to deal with pain and be different from the rest. Plus she knew me better than I know myself. She played games with me but could also talk girly stuff like how hot Chris Pratt was. She was also into the same stuff as me, and had an open mind to new things. Were planning on moving in an apartment together when were 16, possibly starting a YouTube Channel, and getting part-time jobs to pay rent and get money to eventually start our lives. I couldn't wait. Each day I felt myself drifting further and further away from my parents, which was good because in a way I didn't want them to miss me. Sure if I stay, I'll not have to worry about money and COL (Cost of Living) but it feels stupid to stay when my heart is telling me to go. If I stay, it'll break me.

Lately, you might've noticed that I hadn't been 'blogging' or writing posts. But to be honest, I'm not really that consistant or popular so you probably haven't noticed. Anyway so I went to some shitty side of the country, which was like Old People Vill, seriously, is this where you take your teenager on holiday, believe me if I had the choice I would've stayed home. Imagine, me, having a week to myself. Just amazing. I'd be able to do videos, parties, invite my friends round, stay up late, have take'aways, eat junk, stay at home all day, get hollywood waxed, get my ears pierced, buy some new clothes, go shopping, wax my eyebrows, get some new games, oh and a sh*t load of other stuff. But Instead, I was with my parents (my two favourite people, not) in a place full of parents of parents of parents. So as you must've gathered I had a pretty fucking shitty holiday. Anyhow, it just got better when I got back! No seriously, I was being sarcastic. Apa...