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The Last Chord

Please God Save me. I need to become 16 so I can leave. I need to leave. I am tearing apart inside, I am going to blow up, I need to speak, I need a voice. I need to go. Well it looks like I'm not going to get anywhere at the moment so I'm just going to have to suffer silently.

An Update

Well I guess I'm going to apologise again for not writing, I promise I will try and write everyday from now on, even if it's directly from my journal. I've just been a mess lately, my creativity is gone, I just can't think straight anymore. I set out a timetable for me to revise, I haven't actually executed this idea. Oh and another reason I haven't really been blogging is because everytime I do, my mother or brother seems to walk in (my father is away) and I don't really want to open up to them on everything. They will be fucking horrified to see this. So now, be prepared. I am going to let my feelings out on a few friends. Hannah, oh god sometimes I fucking hate her and sometimes I can tolerate her. She looks like she was flattened by two vans coming at her from either side and then got shrink-rayed by an alien to an uncomfortable-to-the-eye kinda skinny. THEN she shows off about how 'muscular' she is, and how she does so much exercise. God thats...