If I Stay

Hannah (her name) wasn't like the past 'friends' she knew what it was like to deal with pain and be different from the rest. Plus she knew me better than I know myself. She played games with me but could also talk girly stuff like how hot Chris Pratt was. She was also into the same stuff as me, and had an open mind to new things. Were planning on moving in an apartment together when were 16, possibly starting a YouTube Channel, and getting part-time jobs to pay rent and get money to eventually start our lives. I couldn't wait. Each day I felt myself drifting further and further away from my parents, which was good because in a way I didn't want them to miss me. Sure if I stay, I'll not have to worry about money and COL (Cost of Living) but it feels stupid to stay when my heart is telling me to go. If I stay, it'll break me.

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