An Update
Well I guess I'm going to apologise again for not writing, I promise I will try and write everyday from now on, even if it's directly from my journal. I've just been a mess lately, my creativity is gone, I just can't think straight anymore. I set out a timetable for me to revise, I haven't actually executed this idea. Oh and another reason I haven't really been blogging is because everytime I do, my mother or brother seems to walk in (my father is away) and I don't really want to open up to them on everything. They will be fucking horrified to see this.
So now, be prepared. I am going to let my feelings out on a few friends.
Hannah, oh god sometimes I fucking hate her and sometimes I can tolerate her. She looks like she was flattened by two vans coming at her from either side and then got shrink-rayed by an alien to an uncomfortable-to-the-eye kinda skinny. THEN she shows off about how 'muscular' she is, and how she does so much exercise. God thats fucking annoying. And also the fact that she has only just realised that Steph is a massive bitch! I have been telling her for AGES!! OMG!
Speaking of Steph. I really don't get her, or her popularity. She is one of the ugliest girls I've seen. Her hideous penguin nose, and her weird figure - why do people find her pretty!?? Just cause the girl knows how to put a cake-load of make up on does not make her pretty!
I've got shit loads of more complaining but I'm limiting it.
So now, be prepared. I am going to let my feelings out on a few friends.
Hannah, oh god sometimes I fucking hate her and sometimes I can tolerate her. She looks like she was flattened by two vans coming at her from either side and then got shrink-rayed by an alien to an uncomfortable-to-the-eye kinda skinny. THEN she shows off about how 'muscular' she is, and how she does so much exercise. God thats fucking annoying. And also the fact that she has only just realised that Steph is a massive bitch! I have been telling her for AGES!! OMG!
Speaking of Steph. I really don't get her, or her popularity. She is one of the ugliest girls I've seen. Her hideous penguin nose, and her weird figure - why do people find her pretty!?? Just cause the girl knows how to put a cake-load of make up on does not make her pretty!
I've got shit loads of more complaining but I'm limiting it.
I just want to say that I'm truly disgusted that I ever wrote something like this about someone, no matter how they treat me, they didn't deserve it. Please remember that this does not represent my current views at all. I was in a very dark place, but I don't want to pretend that this never happened, I need to own up to my mistakes and learn from them.
ReplyDeleteI just want to say that I'm truly disgusted that I ever wrote something like this about someone, no matter how they treat me, they didn't deserve it. Please remember that this does not represent my current views at all. I was in a very dark place, but I don't want to pretend that this never happened, I need to own up to my mistakes and learn from them.
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