Holy Mama, I got myself into a sh** load!

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Today was the day, I call it the makeup day because I'm making up with all the mistakes I've made just to make them a little less harder. I had to go to the head of maths and talk to the lady, she actually seemed very nice despite the rumours obviously she wasn't so nice about what I wrote in the test so I had to answer a few questions on why I wrote it anyway so I had to do another (3rd time) test in the same room as I wrote all that bad stuff only I was accompanied by a whole lesson going on in the same room - not for me or my year. And I spent my first lesson and break doing that. The test was fairly normal, taking account I'm doing a gcse test 3 years before the year where I'm supposed to, unfortunately my revision notes didn't help merely because  they were for exams 10 years back. Anyway I did okay, and the head of maths said that I will finish off my test fourth lesson so on fourth lesson I finished off my test, with normal lessons inbetween, in geography a girl said to me 'it's good being bad' and that made me really think, was it? Sure you get that awesome rebellious feeling but what else am I gaining out of it? Sure I can have an argument hear and their and swear as much as I want. And my friend Courtney was asking all about it too. In the morning however, I was really disheartened with what she was doing, telling teachers I had seclusion (isolation) and that was really bitchy move. Anyway lesson four I had to finish of my test, a lot more calming hour than the first one in that noisy classroom and give that apology letter (I told head of maths I wrote one) to Sir. So I gave it to him and left the room as quick as possible. Maybe I should've said sorry but it didn't feel right. Anyway my friend Courtney said to me that he never even looked at it. And I thought it was his choice Atleast I was the bigger person in this situation well Atleast for some of the time. Anyway so it seemed like a normal day, I had science lesson five and that's just boring nothing happens - at all. Today was the day I sorted everything out, I was kinda worried because I was meant to have seclusion today or tomorrow I don't know what was happening. Anyway I had maths first and I got the death glare from sir as I walked in and to be honest it was really funny sir trying to act strict because honestly he was a push over. Anyway he said I need to have 5 minutes with you at the end. Anyway me and Courtney obviously got seperated. But who I sat next to, OMG was like the scruffiest smelliest guy you could sit next to. And I was thinking no hard feelings... Anyway nobody want to know what went on in the lesson, it was just boring and the smelly guy tried to make conversation with me. Courtney and I was just miming to each other. Besides that, at the end sir spoke to me and said thank you for the note. He asked about some stuff i wrote in the note and I opened up to him about it and he said do you not have anyone to talk to? And I said no because that was honestly the answer and then sir said no counselour or a friend? I replied truthfuly no. And he said wow that's a lot to keep to yourself. And I said that I'll accept it when I'm in college and he said that's a long time away. Anyway to conclude, he said that his door is open literally meaning I can come to him if I need to talk to someone. And my seclusion was cancelled! 

So this is the end of this big scenario. Well not big but the first time i had been rebellious.