A Nice Meeting and a Horrible Ending.

Today, I organised to meet with my friend, she is probably my bestest friend and she cares about me. We went shopping and sorted out a lot of things that I've needed to do for a LONG time. And then we sat on a nice patch of grass and discussed the things that have been bugging me for ages. It felt good to be in public and to be myself. And then after... After, I got a text of my friend and she asked asked me a question, if I wanted to go out with her (that means date) anyway I didn't really didn't know what to say. So I asked her a personal question, if she knew my secret? Since she is the only one out of my friends that knows anyway she said Yes and she said the secret, anyway I asked her if she knew what that meant and then she said a completely different explanation of what she thought it meant, and it was different. So I said I'll tell you something on Monday that may change your mind. Anyway then she blamed it on her friend saying that she put that, when her friend doesn't know my secret, so I knew she was lying. So then I texted her friend and asked her and she said no. Sheesh, why is this bitch lying? I'm so pissed off, she's ruining my weekend.

Anyway besides that, over the past two weeks, aside from the bad maths teacher incident, I made really good friends with a girl, who I used to hate. She has been so nice to me and she texts me, she talks to me, she understands me and literally she's being the good friend that Courtney has failed to be for the past few months.