CATFISHING BITCHES...oh wait, I'm one.

I had gone to plan z and tried the last no-no in the book ~ Cat Fishing. That evil hobby, of some ugly dork, who doesn't have a good enough life so they pretend to live someone elses. It was working since I used a less-popular unknown person. But if they found out I was cat fishing I could get in some serious sh*t. It just made me a little upset, Luke did like my personality, the way I message him, everything was fine. He just didn't like me. But he seemed to like the other me. This is so confusing, and so irritating. My crush likes the fake me better than the real me. He's even breaking up with his girlfriend because of some online fake account messaging him on the first day. And we've already organised and sent flirts to each other. He is so nice to talk to when he likes you. But now I was certain, Luke was never going to go out with me as I was now, I would have to come for him later. When I was older. Love is blind, well at least it is for me...

School was epic, I completely complained about the teacher in Maths because my ignorant teacher was being observed so I thought I'd pay him back for all those times he ignored me. And I had PE today, and I had somebody shove there ass right in my face as they were trying to dodge the violent attacks being thrown at them. Apart from that, PE was fine - well I made it fine. It was extremely cold outside.

Alright, this was scary. Was Luke in love with the fake me? I only used the fake me to get him to love the real me. Like a cupid. But instead it's backfired, he loved girls who had looks, who wouldn't be much trouble to him - literally not me. He liked elligance and class. Not me. He liked braveness and confidence. Not me. The girl he liked was. Not me.

Or was it? If I think about it, he technically had fallen in love with me, just with a different appearance. Maybe one day when I have got me sorted, we will be together. Maybe.

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