This Day.

Today, was awful more than words could describe awful. Luke was giving me no sign of affection, neither was Courtney (my so called BFF) I didn't know if it was me or if it was them but today seemed like everybody could just trample on me like I was dirt to them. I got in trouble for my slutty sense in uniform. Courtney's friend had threw her book at me in english and then when I picked it up to throw at her, I get the fucking blame for it, God, shove them bitches in a room and lock it! Then just to make my english lesson worse some bitch decided to talk about me and all eyes were on me and I hadn't a single clue what to do or say, because I had no idea what they were talking about if it was good or if it was bad. And worst of all my Luke was joining in, and most of the class. The angry within me made me tremble with fear as what I might do. Yes, you could say I have anger issues. No, medically I hadn't a single problem apart from my constant colds and spots popping up there and now. I had a brilliant Idea, I just didn't know if I had the bitchyness to pull it off, I was going to become a rebel (you could say) and I was going to do what I wanted to do...

The whole world felt like cold ice, that I couldn't touch. No one could understand me or help me in the slightest. That life was slowly slipping away from my grasps that every minute was faster than it should be. I couldn't catch up, I couldn't laugh, I couldn't love, I couldn't live.