The New Me

Bitch, I was fucking tired of being the nice person. I was going to change EVERYTHING about myself. It seems like the nice person doesn't get you anywhere in life. So when you want to change your persona, you start with the looks. I didn't want to play nice. Black, leather, denim and maybe a hint of lolita. Luke was sitting next to me in Computer Science, and Kiera knelt down next to me and we had a lovely chat. A chat loud enough to get Luke's attention. Haha, it was so funny to see the shock on that prick's face when I said I would be dying my hair lightbrown. People just really need to get a hold of themselves. I had no support from my friends. Saying 'Oh, it won't match your dark skin'. Fuck You bitch. My skin isn't even dark, it's lighter than yours. Anyway there are loads of tanned people that have carried of blonde/dark-blonde/light-brown hair like Beyonce and Nicki Minaj bitch she even wears pink wigs and still looks alright. Do you know what? I was fucking sick of bitches like Hannah and Steph. I'm glad that I didn't get close enough because I knew that I would've got burned. Steph, the whole world doesn't revolve around you, you stupid cow. You act all depressed, and say that nobody likes you. Aw, boo hoo. Bitch nearly the whole school likes you. You think you have problems, you don't. Look at me, this is what real problems are. You are a blonde haired, blue eyed, rich white girl with loving parents who support you and care about you and love you no matter what and a fucking boyfriend and loads of fucking friends and you are pretty, you are smart and most of the teachers like you and want to get to know you. What fucking problem comes under the list there? The problems that YOU caused. The enemies YOU made. The people YOU pushed away. It's all YOU, and it's all in your head. And Hannah, you're a bitch and you don't even know it. You have serious commitment issues. You treated me like a toy, honestly I thought you were using me for my house or my games. In fact, I've asked for my games back and you haven't even given them back. You are so sarcastic, so synical, I'm surprised you even have any friends. How does this happen? How does the bitches end up with loads of friends but the nice person doesn't have any?

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