Life after 'people' got involved

So I haven't really been posting much, but I don't really have much time to be posting pages and pages. But I've decided that I'm going to try and post daily - however - they will be short posts And will be written before I go to bed and maybe throughout my day. So I haven't really explained what happened with all the counselling and school telling my parents. Well literally, I told my counsellor about it, she then told the bitch in school that I hate and then my counsellor came back and said that everything was okay, and that they're not going to tell my parents under the 'circumstances. Then about 2 weeks later I got a message from reception to go to her. They'd called my parents and they decided to end my counselling. Yep! I've had no counselling throughout this whole thing! I didn't cancel it school cancelled it! And they told my parents that I should never be left alone by myself or go out without them. Well that was fucking great under the 'circumstances'. They haven't even given me any help. Ugh just don't tell anyone anything. So right now I'm sitting in bed because the family association person thingy migiby are downstairs talking to my parents about ways in which you can prevent this or something like that. A.K.A. Ways to keep your child inside and get rid of any influences! Anyway despite all this, I was aloud to get my ears pierced when my dad called everyone he knew to see if it was in 'trend'. Do I give a flying fuck if it's a trend? No! I hate Parkas!! You know what's next don't you? A belly piercing!! Hah, doubt they'll let me have it. But I'm turning 16 in a year and a half so won't need them! They still won't let me bleach my hair or dye it, I've literally gone two shades up maximum. And I'm aloud to have a sleep over after two days of begging and crying, but they said if anything happens, it's not their problem. Well I was like OKAY, it's me and 8 of my friends in pigtails and onesies watching horror movies. I doubt anything bad will happen aside from one of us getting a nightmare!! And I'm going to Hannah's the day after tomorrow. What? She invited me. I know that she's not been talking to me lately but since Steph has gone she has nobody else. Oh my god I'm so glad Steph has gone. She's that stuck up blonde rich girl that I wrote about in previous posts. Hannah can be nice or she can be a bitch or she can be ignorant, normally she is nice and ignorant, or a bitch and ignorant or nice. Oh my gosh, every time I try and type bitch in it keeps autocorrecting it to 'butch', haha. I'm kinda excited about the sleep over, but I have a feeling that it's not going to happen or it's going to be cancelled. Oh and i cut my hair short just about a week ago, it's really cute and suits me but I miss it long and a lot of the boys don't really like it -_- Luke didn't speak very much to me for two days after I got my hair cut and then he was back to usual. I don't think he liked it, he was getting used to it. Oh and I've kinda given up on any other guys apart from Luke. I was kinda at a desporate phase this month and the last. I want a boyfriend, I want a boyfriend, waaa waaa. Well I still want a boyfriend, but I realise that it can't just be anyone who is good looking and not an ass but it has to be someone I like (*cough* *cough* Luke *cough*) yeah Luke is a great candidate. Sigh. I'll never get over him, will I?

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